I know how that feels.

_{[ Leaving so much unsaid. Feeling like you never made it up to them, like you never proved you were the person they knew you could be. He chucked back the rest of his and called for another, going stronger this time - a whiskey. But he would keep it to that. ]}

But I think - I think we say our apologies, even after they're gone, by living our lives the best we can. By doing the best we can.