There is no pretending! We would not know! [And this is what Spock hates with a passion. They'd been back to their universe already and they had absolutely no memory of this place.]

Do you not think I would change it if I could? Do you think I'd remain with Uhura if I knew what you were to me?!

[Spock's fists his hands by his side... turning his head away so that he can regain some emotional control.]